so boring
so dull
so repetitive
so simple
so unattractive
so fake
so lame
so overbearing
so unexciting
not the way it should be
the harsh winds of the winters not so subtle kiss have formed new desires within me
in a place not so deep, shallow enough to be seen if you really look
but since i am the only one looking, i am the only one seeing
its hard to see what you tell yourself isnt there